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Sunday, April 24, 2005 today ate medicine in morning. felt drowsy at church. but i liked tat feeling..makes me forget everything and juz worship God. so here i am. i've an mc for tml but hu cares. im still goin' to skool. napfa..cant miss it. since young i have never received birthday presents.not even mi brother. mi parents wld bring me to a restaurant and eat mi hearts out.. well, i cant blame anyone. as much as i like presents, i dun give anything to ppl for their birthdays..so if ppl give me, i feel really guilty..den again mi old tuition t'cher gave me presents.. she really rocks man. den now she gtg work in polyclinic so i hired jonas. its not like mi birthday is tml den i say.its a long long way. but i dun expect any presents. im used to it liao. but its quite disappointing.. :( i have a feeling tat God wants me to be a DJ. he wants me to create a chrisitian radio station. well..tats jus mi feeling but i will wait for more signs. life sux! but not mi spiritual life. it rocks! ironic. sometimes ppl dun worship God during worship..eg. today i saw _____ looking around during service,worship time. ppl smsing, playing games.. i admit i did it b4 but i realised it was rude and also God sent the pastor as a middleman for him to speak to us. God-pastor-us. God speaks thru the pastor to us. geddit? well i gtg liao. joash lee at 7:43 PM
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005 Satan called a worldwide convention of demons. In his opening address he said, "We can't keep Christians from going to church." "We can't keep them from reading their Bibles and knowing the truth." "We can't even keep them from forming an intimate relationship with their saviour." "Once they gain that connection with Jesus, our power over them is broken." "So let them go to their churches; let them have their covered dish dinners, BUT steal their time, so they don't have time to develop a relationship with Jesus Christ.." "This is what I want you to do," said the devil: "Distract them from gaining hold of their Saviour and maintaining that vital connection throughout their day!" "How shall we do this?" his demons shouted. "Keep them busy in the non-essentials of life and invent innumerable schemes to occupy their minds," he answered. "Tempt them to spend, spend, spend, and borrow, borrow, borrow." "Persuade the wives to go to work for long hours and the husbands to work 6-7 days each week, 10-12 hours a day, so they can afford their empty lifestyles." "Keep them from spending time with their children." "As their families fragment, soon, their homes will offer no escape from the pressures of work!" "Over-stimulate their minds so that they cannot hear that still, small voice." "Entice them to play the radio or cassette player whenever they drive." To keep the TV, VCR, CDs and their PCs going constantly in their home and see to it that every store and restaurant in the world plays non-biblical music constantly." "This will jam their minds and break that union with Christ." "Fill the coffee tables with magazines and newspapers." "Pound their minds with the news 24 hours a day." "Invade their driving moments with billboards." "Flood their mailboxes with junk mail, mail order catalogs, sweepstakes, and every kind of newsletter and promotional offering free products, services and false hopes.." "Keep skinny, beautiful models on the magazines and TV so their husbands will believe that outward beauty is what's important, and they'll become dissatisfied with their wives. " "Keep the wives too tired to love their husbands at night." "Give them headaches too! " "If they don't give their husbands the love they need, they will begin to look elsewhere." "That will fragment their families quickly!" "Give them Santa Claus to distract them from teaching their children the real meaning of Christmas." "Give them an Easter bunny so they won't talk about his resurrection and power over sin and death." "Even in their recreation, let them be excessive." "Have them return from their recreation exhausted." "Keep them too busy to go out in nature and reflect on God's creation. Send them to amusement parks, sporting events, plays, concerts, and movies instead." "Keep them busy, busy, busy!" "And when they meet for spiritual fellowship, involve them in gossip and small talk so that they leave with troubled consciences." "Crowd their lives with so many good causes they have no time to seek power from Jesus." "Soon they will be working in their own strength, sacrificing their health and family for the good of the cause." "It will work!" "It will work!" It was quite a plan! The demons went eagerly to their assignments causing Christians everywhere to get busier and more rushed, going here and there. Having little time for their God or their families. Having no time to tell others about the power of Jesus to change lives. I guess the question is, has the devil been successful in his schemes? You be the judge!!!!! Does "BUSY" mean: B-eing U-nder S-atan's Y-oke? How true is this passage... it clearly reflects on our life..on the things satan is doing to spoil our relationship with Jesus? tats why i encourage you guys to pray prayers thruout the day so you will be constantly reminded of God and not be preoccupied with the things satan is distracting you with.. joash lee at 6:10 PM
Monday, April 11, 2005 met up wif rick and kenneth at kfc clementi. ez-link card spoil. went to choa chu kang to remake it. met glen and jonas on the way. went home with jonas and started tuition. mrs lee called for meeting for the councillors in SR today after skool, but after skool i saw i was the only one. den lanz and nat came. everybody forgot abt it. it was supposed to start at 2.15 but lanz had to go find ppl so it started at 2.30. sec 2s were in the hall 4 quite long. got quite impatient when the whole of SR wasnt there. many many things are going on now in swordfeesh. not gonna mention wad. its for me to know and you to find out. chi test got 31.5/50. one of the lowest in mi life. many ppl got higher den me...shit! sometimes i wonder was does God wants us to do.. If he wants us to love him wholeheartedly and to prepare for eternity, why did he create jobs in the 1st place? why? not as if we are gg to heaven to be policemen, road sweeper or even chef rite? The earth should jus be full of godly ppl who wants to get ready to go into heaven. As rick warren said, the earth is just a place for us to prepare to go into eternity to spend time wif him. why cant we go to church everyday and have service? to worship God everyday..isnt tat wad heaven is like? maybe he jus wants us to go thru trials and temptations so we can grow strong in faith. maybe he wants us to experience life first so we can get used to living in heaven. these few days i have been praying breathe prayers...(if u know wad it is).. i can just sense God's presence everywhere..isnt tat great? whenever i have any doubts or queries, i jus pray a prayer and he will answer it on-the-spot by talking to me..literally talking to me..Praise God! i tink i have been growing spiritually and encourage everyone not to forget God during certain times of the day..tink of him all the time and you will be amazed to find tat u can feel his presence all around... joash lee at 8:39 PM
Friday, April 8, 2005 i walk alone along the corridors of the skool. add maths test 7/30.not too bad.. cant expect much... tmr gtg jd's hse to help him in the morning, den gtg vball training from 2-5. den gtg pcm bbq..bz day.. came baq at 4.30 cos nothing to do in skool and nobody to hang out wif.. all got cca.. so decided to come home..din even take mi lunch.. come and make my heart your home. come and be everything i am and all am. search me thru and thru, till my heart becomes, a home for you. joash lee at 9:02 PM
Saturday, April 2, 2005 ironically speaking, i dun walk alone. Jesus walks beside me all the time. But den again, i walk alone. 'drifter'..so they call it..hanging out wif different cliques at different times of the day, but i've my loyal but blur fren colin.sometimes wif jeffrey and jeremy tan kh.i realised one thing when i came to secondary school. people who tend to be cliquish usually leave people out of their cliques and sometimes are insensitive to other people's needs and feelings. i admit ihave been in a clique b4..but it disbanded cos we all split into diff classes... 'KOKT'(f.i.y 'knights of the kopitiam table' i noe its lame but..hu cares.?) we are one of unclean lips. give us clean hands, give us pure hearts. let us not lift our souls to another. joash lee at 8:34 PM
Man looks at the outward appearance. But God looks at the heart. I dun care wad they say abt me, its alright. As long as I know God sees my heart, I dun give a damn wad others tink of me. joash lee at 9:29 AM
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