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JOASH LEE
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20/12/90
the_ashkid@hotmail.com
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Monday, June 30, 2008






The things that are upcoming! :D

joash lee at 8:29 PM

I feel kinda happy. Played pool today, and I haven't lost my touch. ;) Haha, okay I'm just kidding. Anyway, I think i'm wasting alot of money, just going to starbucks alone costs me at least 10 bucks a day. I'm gonna have to stop going there already. No more! Shiwan you heard that? Haha. Tomorrow's the last paper, and I have totally no mood to study anymore, can't wait for tomorrow, after 10am, when I'll be free. Haha. I have so many things to do - swimming, gym, soccer... basically I just want to get tan. I really really want a tan! Tomorrow I'll go and get myself to be darker, and I'll be DARK, and happy. :D I'm gonna watch Wanted tomorrow too! YEEEAAHH.

joash lee at 6:02 PM

Saturday, June 28, 2008

I'm actually feeling good about myself, now that there's only one paper left. Spiritually. But physically not so well. Just played 2 hours of soccer, and i'm tired to the max, and my knees are aching, and my ankle's a lil' painful. I'm getting old. Haha. I've been thinking, i want to enjoy myself in all sports, and to do that, I've to watch my diet, and not eat all that crap. So from now on, healthy lifestyle. I really feel nauseous after eating KFC, LJS or MACs. Pizza Hut and Burger King's fine. Subway's the best so far. And I just want to keep fit and healthy.. The only thing hindering me is my asthma and my knee. Argh, it's really quite painful. I think i'll go polyclinic, get some pills and pop 'em in. Glucosamine, that's what they call it. So, playing Xbox for 2 days in a row, and I'm still not sick of it, HAHA. But I really wanna exercise. Maybe swimming/gymming/running on Monday, and after my last paper on Tues, it's exercise and training TO THE MAX! Can't wait for training to start. I saw that they've repainted the court lines in the hall, and they've polished the floor! Quite happy, now it won't be that slippery. And btw, i think we're gonna have another trials for those who wanna join vball. Yeah! More people. (:

I've been visiting my grandparents frequently now, cos they don't have all the time in the world. You get what I mean. And the more I see them, the more I want to spend time with them, cos it kinda relives my childhood, and they're like the most innocent people in the world, with no masks attached. They're not caught up in this IT-controlled world, they have nothing important to rush to, they just sit on the sofa, watch tv. And i love spending time with them. But only for one set of grandparents, cos one pair stays a 5 min run from my house, and the other pair stays at bedok, an hour and a half journey from here. It's damn freaking far. But still, my Bedok grannie's the one who's been teaching me all the cooking, and now I'm pretty good myself. Don't believe? Try me. (:

I'm gonna run the Nike Human Race! 10k, my first ever marathon. Start small, and then half-marathon, 26k, then the real one at the end of the year, Standard Chartered, 42k. Till then, I still have the damn burden of one more paper - LITERATURE. AAAAAGGGHH.

joash lee at 10:11 PM

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Dear Lord, please help me. Please save me from this mess. I really can't take it anymore. My life's really gonna screw up real bad. I mean, retaining one year is bad enough, now i feel like i'm gonna retain this year. It's so tough to study and excel, so damn tough Lord, when everyone's so damn smart. I've studied quite a bit for this MYEs already, yet I still feel that I'm not going to pass, and when i don't pass, I'll never promote, AGAIN. And then i have to go to the army, with nothing. No cert, no diploma, what, they're gonna care that i was v-capt that led the team to 3rd? Nah, I don't think so. HELP ME GOD. I'm getting left behind in this so damn fast-paced life. Tomorrow's literature and I don't know what to make of it. I'm tired of studying and not getting ANY results. Tired, God. I'm so damn tired. Just give me enough strength for tomorrow. That'll be enough, that's all I'm asking. JESUS, save me.

joash lee at 10:04 PM

Saturday, June 21, 2008


I'm feeling kinda disappointed. It's a feeling that isn't unfamiliar to me, cos i've experienced it so many times. Sometimes I feel so damn insignificant, that nobody remembers me at all. Go to the movies, go for dinners, birthday parties, no one even bothered to ask me. And i was totally unaware of it all. Sometimes it's nice to be remembered you know? I'm wondering, if i died during the hols, would anyone even know? Would anyone even bother to care? So "I disappeared from the face of this earth", maybe cos no one bothered to remember me. I haven't talked to any of my classmates, except Eunice Ling, for 1 entire month. Really, sometimes i feel i'm being used. But heck, i'm not saying this for sympathies. I'm not going to hide stuff, i'll just be honest. I just went blog-hopping, and i saw so many photos with everyone i know inside, and i don't even know when it happened. That's what i mean about insignificant.

S'more with the talk of army coming up, and everyone has someplace new to go next year, i'm stuck here. It really really hurts that i can't graduate with this 06/07 batch. Life sucks.

I bet if i died the first week of hols, nobody would know till first week of school. or maybe they won't even notice i'm gone. I should try it one day.

That's why Bok, thanks for sticking around, now you know what i mean right.

joash lee at 1:36 AM

NEW BLOGSKIN!!! DAMN NICE. WILL BLOG MORE TMR.

joash lee at 12:27 AM

Wednesday, June 18, 2008


Congratulations to the Celtics for winning the NBA finals!! They're damn good man. (:

joash lee at 11:53 AM

Pizza Hut's Curry Zazzle Baked Rice


Joash and Nerine at TTB's Worship Night


We learnt how to draw this at the cartooning workshop at lit camp


Joash and Peishan



Zara at Pizza Hut


Zara and Lingxin


Lingxin


Nerine and Joash

Lingxin and Joash

joash lee at 11:20 AM

Tuesday, June 17, 2008


LINGXIN'S QUESTIONAIRE
1. Tell you why I befriended you.
2. Associate you with something - random, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.
3. Tell you something I like about you.
4. Tell you a memory I have of you.
5. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
6. Tell you my favourite user pic of yours.


LINGXIN'S ANSWERS

1.cos you were in a06!
2.dead or alive (:
3.you always encourage me!!!
4.at cck basement foodcourt and you had like a proper meal then you ate prata?? like omg. but tts wt u always do haha
5.how come you can be so bitchy at times?! hahaha
6.N/A hahaha

MY ANSWER TO LX

1. cos you looked the most friendly out of all the a06-ers on the first day of school
2. SCREAMING, hahahaha! and being a chinese-pro.
3. you always treat me nicely, and always speak up for me. (:
4. many memories - birdshit, then you ran and kept screaming non-stop. also, when you were playing winning eleven, scream non stop. when you are going for maths lesson, you always complain to me.
5. how can you stand ____ and still be so nice to him?? Go online and i'll tell you who. I think you know.
6. N/A also. haha.

joash lee at 11:01 PM


Hello! I'm now blogging on my laptop while watching teevee, hahaha! It's quite distracting actually. LOL. Anyway, alot of things have been on my mind lately, mostly, studies, religion and relationships.

I think all of us would agree that since now's the last week of hols, everyone's trying to mug their asses off to get ready for MYEs next week. Sometimes I feel that there's no more time, and that the amount of things to study is like hell lot, so sometimes the feeling's so overbearing that I just wanna give up, but then the more I think about giving up, the more I'm wasting time. Am I right? I think last year I've wasted enough time thinking about such things, and didn't really concentrate on the more important stuff - studying. So now I've learned my mistake, and blocked out everything to study my ass off for this MYE.

Religion. Being a Christian is tough, being a non-Christian is tougher. I'm glad God is there for me whenever I need him, and anywhere I go, he's there. Maybe sometimes I start to question some stuff, because of all the things that are happening in the world, all the earthquakes and natural disasters. I just think that whatever happens is for a reason. I really want to come back to God, I really want to be a true Christian. He's more of a friends person, with his priority as friends. Family is always a last resort, and family's where you get your money. I'm quite pissed off, that he would do things for his friends that he wouldn't do for his own family. A few examples. Just a visit to my grandparents, and he says he's not free. My grandparents from both sides are still alive, and I bet they haven't seen him in, what, 6 months? And I'm not exxagerating. I think the last time he actually made time to visit them was Chinese New Year. Even huge family gatherings, he doesn't attend. At least I still follow my parents to go visit them, and sometimes I jog over to my grannie's house, just to see whether they're doing well. Anyway, just the other day, his good friend dislocated a shoulder, and needed to go to the hospital. He wanted to leave to visit, when we were having Father's Day Dinner, and my dad was telling my mom, "That time I go colonscopy operation, he also never come visit me.." And I recalled, the other time, my mom was in hospital for a knee surgery, he didn't even bother going down to visit her. At least I made the effort.

He can say that he's in army and all, but he comes back everyday, because he's in PES E and is just a clerk. That gives him ample and sufficient time to spend with the family. Anyway, Saturday and Sundays are supposed family days, where twice a week we have dinner as a family, the 4 of us. But sometimes, he chooses his friends over us, and that upsets me alot. I'm very annoyed, cos he doesn't really treat us well. I've heard so many other people's siblings, go out together, have dinner with the family, blah blah blah. Y'know? Sometimes I just wish for a sister, either older or younger, and that would help me alot, cos I know females tend to be more family-oriented. Sigh. Life's like that.

Back to the gym work out, it's been nearly 1 month since I touched any physical activity. DAMN i'm fat! Alright, enough with the blabberings, I'm off to sleep, France vs Italy and Romania vs Holland. CIAO.

joash lee at 10:09 PM

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Darn, I have to go to the polyclinic tomorrow, my left wrist hurts like hell. An x-ray would do good, cos I broke it once before, in pri 6. I'm afraid it's back, the pain. DAMN.

Collected prize at Yio Chu Kang, then n ow I'm back home, so damn tired. There's soccer later at 245am, so I'm gonna sleep now! CIAO.

joash lee at 11:36 PM

Saturday, June 14, 2008

YES. Finally I'm using my laptop, it's really awesome man. Coolios! Haha, anyway, good news, we won Beng Hui today, 3-0. So we're 4th! BP got 3rd. Prize presentation tmr, and we're gonna watch the finals! (: KA vs St Hilda's Alumni. Interesting. See ya!

joash lee at 11:42 PM

Thursday, June 12, 2008

IT fair today! Bought $2600 worth of stuff. Feel damn good now. So my mom bought for me a Sony Vaio Laptop worth $1699, and a Sony T70 Camera, $499, 3 Xbox games at $140, and Sony earpieces at $60. It's a rough estimate. So we got like 46 Lucky draw coupons. HAHAHA. Okay, proud to say we won Dunman Alumni 3-1! Yeah! Rockin' on man VS! Tmr will be the bbq, and now I have to try out all my games, and transfer a shitload of crap to my laptop. (:

joash lee at 11:44 PM

Sunday, June 8, 2008


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Okay I know I haven't blogged in a damn long time, but really, can't find the time, cos u-19s are all at night. Proud to say we got into the 2nd round, and we managed to beat both St Hilda's teams, C boys and B boys. The B boys were a damn tough fight, and proud to say I made the "save of the career". Really fly and land with a bang, but i saved the touch-out. Damn pain, but it's worth it. Ask the rest of the team, they all saw it, nice right? (:

PS: btw, that picture was AGES ago. The Fairfield B boys team of '05.

Okay, so here are the results.

1st ROUND
Lost Dunman Sec Alumni 2-0
Won St Hilda's Falcon (C boys) 2-0
Won Singapore Schools B 2-0
Won St Hilda's Pegasus (B boys) 2-0

2nd ROUND
Lost to Bukit Panjang Alumni 3-0
Lost to St Hilda's Alumni 3-2
Kelom Ayer CSC
Dunman Sec Alumni
Beng Hui

Today lost, but okay lah, BP alumni really damn strong. It's quite hard to play against my own JC team, cos they're really damn good, and it feels damn weird. But never mind, I'm quite satisfied with 2nd round, last year we first round knock-out. Lol.

ANNOUNCEMENT: All PJ volleyballers, bbq this friday at Mdm Chan's house, tentative date. Keep it free, most probably 5-10pm.

joash lee at 11:32 PM

Thursday, June 5, 2008


Hello all! It's been so long! Okay, only 3 days, but it feels so long. LTC was quite good, I got to know so many more J1s, and so many other leaders. Labrador Adventure Centre, a lil' rundown, but not too bad. My group was quite good, very on. We had to pick a famous leader for our group name, so we chose Gandhi - no violence, world peace, and serve others.

Okay, I was group IC for the first day, and Xue Li was 2nd IC. I must say she's very supportive and very helpful. First day was damn boring, we spent almost 4 hours in the hall listening to talks after talks, and my back hurt like hell. After a while it got interesting. We went down to the parade square to play tug-of-war. It's the normal kind, except this time, 5 teams are against each other, so there was a centre, with 5 ropes sticking out. We lost the first two rounds, and the third round was damn funny. We tried something different. Instead of wasting our energy, we would focus all our energy on a first jerk. So once the whistle blew, we immediately jerked with all our might, and won the third round within 3 seconds. Amazing huh. And the fourth round, we won again, this time we tried it again, but the other teams knew already. So we hung on for like 3 mins, with other teams coming so close to winning, but we always managed to pull them back, and after one last final jerk, we won the thing, and came in 2nd out of 10 teams. (:

After dinner, we had a survival thingy, where it was a situational test. Our plane crashed, and we had to choose whether or not to stay or to trek. Majority chose trek, and all died. Secondly, we had to rank our items in terms of importance, with 12 items that were left on the plane. Sad to say, I was among the first to die cos i brought along whiskey first, cos I thought it would keep me warm, but they told us whiskey would dehydrate and make the stomach more hungry. Lol. Anyway, our individual efforts were bad, but once we came together as a team, we were better off.

First night, bunked with like 16 other guys, 17 per room. Damn noisy. After trying to sleep for 30 mins, there was a fire drill. Quite fast, commandant was screwed by Mr Kwok for not ensuring full strength of camp (attendance). Then went back to sleep.

2nd day, much more exciting cos the activities were all outdoor. We played a ring toss game where we came in 4th, and after lunch, it was high ropes element. Sad to say I only had the chance to do 2 out of 10 elements cos my team was stuck at a particular station for a damn long time. But happy to say that I completed both my stations in minimal time. I did rock-climbing and hanging logs. Three logs were suspended in midair and I had to cross all three. Very very shaky. The whole activity took about 4 hours, every group trying to complete as many elements as possible. After that we went for dinner at Pasir Panjang Hawker Centre, team by team.

On the way back, Hua Hui, president of the student council was appointed camp commandant, and I was appointed deputy commandant. Quite scary at first, but after a while I got used to it. That night on, it was hell for everyone. Our lights out timing was 1215pm, and everyone managed to tuck in.

415am, there was a fire drill. Apparently all the girls heard the fire alarm and rushed down, only to find no boys there. They thought it was an all girls activity, so they didn't really care about the boys. The biggest joke was, all the boys were still sleeping, and not a single one woke up, probably because all too tired, or because our bunks were further from the command post. So after a while, Mr Kwok and Mr Loke asked Hua Hui, where were all the boys? Hahaha. They sent girls to go wake the boys up, and the whole process took 11mins plus. Lol. Really big joke. The teachers told us after the camp that this is the first time in LTC history this ever happened. HAHAHA. Anyway, we were reprimanded, and had to do it a second time (nobody knew we had to do it again), this time with proper attire and equipment - shoes, torchlights and handphones. Many others couldn't take it, once they went back, they fell asleep immediately. I told my whole bunk, wear your socks first, get ready your phone and torchlight in case they do it again. True enough, 10 mins later, they sounded the siren, and all rushed out. This time, we took 6 mins plus. Again got scolded, cos some were not in proper attire nor equipment. So we had to do it a third time. Amazingly, we took 1 min 59 secs for the third time. That wasn't the end.

After that, they told us to go pack our stuff, bedsheets, pillowcases, harnesses and helmets, and report back at the parade square in 15 mins. I was like, what the hell, it was only 5 plus! Crazy man. We managed to do it, and surprise surprise, we went for morning walk/run/climb. We walked so fast it was practically running, and we had to climb Telok Blangah Hill, which was 4 km away from our campsite. All done at around 5, 6am. Being the deputy camp commandant, I was last man, and had to keep running. Reaching the hilltop, we were just in time for the sunrise, and we sang our school song (full version) twice, and recited the school creed twice. Because the first time wasn't good enough. People looked at us like we were mad. After that, walked/ran back to campsite by 745. I was damn freaking tired by then, cos we only had 3 hours plus of sleep. Crazy I tell you. After that, we split up into our various CCA groups, like sports and games, clubs and societies blah blah blah, to discuss goals for our own CCAs. Everything took about 2 hours, and after like 20 mins of debriefing and all, we broke camp.

Went with Gandhi to eat at Vivo, Carls Junior. I was half asleep already. Then took 188 back, slept the whole journey, and came home. Slept from 3-7, woke up for dinner, and went back to sleep, from 730pm to this morning 10am. Could have slept more, but had other stuff to do. Well, it was all a blast, and I enjoyed myself. Now it's back to mugging.

Park Dae Kyung, Zuo Kun, Yingjie, Edwin, Erin, Cassandra, Constance, Xue Li, Jaslin, Eunice, Amantha and Hua Hui, thank you guys for a wonderful time. I really learnt alot of things. Thank you all.

joash lee at 2:56 PM

Sunday, June 1, 2008


So lit camp was quite fun, but very very tiring. The programme dragged till 230am. I nearly died. We played some sort of AmazingRace, but it was like find-the-murderer kind of thing, so we had to walk around the whole damn school for different stations to get clues to see who's the murderer. And hell, all the staircases were locked so we had to walk by the ramp like thousands of times to get to somewhere. Bloody hell. Shagged to the max. So I rolled around in flour and starch, ate biscuits covered in wasabi and flour, and bread with sliced chilli padi, ketchup and flour. I nearly killed the games committee i tell you. But overall quite fun lah. The best part of the camp was the cartooning workshop. I tell you the guy is seriously one hilarious thing. Considering he's the head of the Walt Disney cartoon something something (can't remember what it is), he's not that sane. He just makes up jokes and laugh to himself, and he doesn't realise we were laughing at him. HAHAHA. But he taught us how to draw cartoons, and I must say I'm quite proud of myself. Pictures up after camp. The highlight of the camp was spending time with the 07A06-ers. I really really miss them hell lots. It was great just to chill with them, and become crazy all over again, I really really enjoyed their company. And had Pizza Hut after camp too, pictures up soon.

Yesterday went to spend time with my family, watched Narnia with my dad and my bro. I didn't pay for anything. Hahaha. (: I think it was damn good, although it was quite predictable. There was this scene where it was just like the Israelites (good guys) crossing the Red Sea, and God killed the Egyptians (bad guys) by sending a wave over them. Darn cool. And God spoke to me during the show too. When Lucy saw Aslan when nobody else did, she didn't really believe, cos her siblings all didn't see him. She thought it was her imagination. But when she really met up with him, she asked him why didn't he let the others see him too. So he replied (I can't remember the exact words..), "Why didn't you believe? Why couldn't you come to me alone? Why did you let the others affect your belief?" Then I was thinking, maybe on some level, I have allowed others to influence me in my spiritual walk, and that was not right, cos it is supposed to be a personal relationship with God, not including others. So that was quite amazing for me.

Anyway, camp tmr again. LTC. Leadership Training Camp. So won't be around till Wed, but I think I'll sleep through Wed as well. Looking forward to it. See ya pals!

joash lee at 7:18 PM

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