Why do we love?

met up wif rick and kenneth at kfc clementi. ez-link card spoil. went to choa chu kang to remake it. met glen and jonas on the way. went home with jonas and started tuition. mrs lee called for meeting for the councillors in SR today after skool, but after skool i saw i was the only one. den lanz and nat came. everybody forgot abt it. it was supposed to start at 2.15 but lanz had to go find ppl so it started at 2.30. sec 2s were in the hall 4 quite long. got quite impatient when the whole of SR wasnt there. many many things are going on now in swordfeesh. not gonna mention wad. its for me to know and you to find out. chi test got 31.5/50. one of the lowest in mi life. many ppl got higher den me...shit!

sometimes i wonder was does God wants us to do.. If he wants us to love him wholeheartedly and to prepare for eternity, why did he create jobs in the 1st place? why? not as if we are gg to heaven to be policemen, road sweeper or even chef rite? The earth should jus be full of godly ppl who wants to get ready to go into heaven. As rick warren said, the earth is just a place for us to prepare to go into eternity to spend time wif him. why cant we go to church everyday and have service? to worship God everyday..isnt tat wad heaven is like? maybe he jus wants us to go thru trials and temptations so we can grow strong in faith. maybe he wants us to experience life first so we can get used to living in heaven.

these few days i have been praying breathe prayers...(if u know wad it is).. i can just sense God's presence everywhere..isnt tat great? whenever i have any doubts or queries, i jus pray a prayer and he will answer it on-the-spot by talking to me..literally talking to me..Praise God! i tink i have been growing spiritually and encourage everyone not to forget God during certain times of the day..tink of him all the time and you will be amazed to find tat u can feel his presence all around...