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Wednesday, June 22, 2005 To serve in ministry, you don't have to be a professional. All you need is a heart that is willing to serve God. But that doesn't mean you can't be good to serve God. You must brush up your skills because you have to give the best of your ability to God. He gave you the talents. If you don't use it properly, he will take it away from you. Some people join ministries to show off to others how good they are. But in whatever that you do, do it for the Lord, not for men. God looks at the heart so in whatever ministry you're serving, always serve with a heart of worship. People tend to emphasize on the technical areas, but God just wants to look at your heart. If you are playing in a band, always play straight notes when you are worshiping because it allows people to worship God more freely. If the Holy Spirit comes upon you when you are ministering, you will be able to do things far more than you can ever imagin. So it doesn't matter if you're lousy. joash lee at 9:32 PM
Tuesday, June 21, 2005 maybe you're just too observant, maybe its just too obvious. either way. maybe i gave you a dishonest impression. so you had to dig the truth outta me. woke up at 7.30. wanted to continue sleeping, but had to go to school for a meeting. sigh. i was being crazy there. so i left at 11 to meet my dad for lunch. i decided to go to sakae sushi. buffet. haha. ate alot. like 20 plates? haha. and i ate mochi ice-cream for the first time! it's nice. and on the way back home i bought another mochi. it is really nice. go try it. tonite i'm gg to church for some band practice. so i'm bloggin now. i'm really confused over something which i won't say wat it is. sigh. my blog's dying. it's gonna get buried soon. if i dun continue to blog. i will not boast in anything, no gifts, no power, no wisdom. but i will boast in Jesus Christ, His death and resurrection. joash lee at 2:58 PM
Saturday, June 18, 2005 TO SWORDFEESH: i just wanna thank you guys for being there when i needed you all. you may not know how much you all mean to me. but i just wanna thank you all. I thank God for rick, ken, jem, janice, ruth, amanda, rachel, gen and the rest of swordfeesh. (sry..memory's a bit bad.)and not forgetting the leaders!! for Jd and jonas and yongzhi and the females leaders too. THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH! joash lee at 11:02 AM
Friday, June 17, 2005 reuben morgan's concert was great. it was another nite of freely worshiping God. i felt the same way yesterday as i felt in camp. i knelt, jumped, cried. it was a really great experience. i may not know the things that lie in front of me, but i know that God will always be there to guide me. Because when the oceans rise and thunders roar, i will soar with him over the storm. And i will be still and know that He is God. That's wat he told me thru reuben yesterday. So i'm surrendering everything to God and not take them as my own. That's when he does wonders and miracles. Cos he's the God of Wonders! joash lee at 9:15 AM
Wednesday, June 15, 2005 i'm gettin lamer by the minutes..heehee... anyways..today whole day training. 9.30-5pm. crazy...did weights for training. 50kg. tats my weight. i'm lifting my weight. its like carrying another me. den went for lunch. den screwed up refereeing a friendly match. so paiseh... after tat came home to my mom's lecture on not doing homework or revision. everyday's the same thing. i'm gonna explode if there's any more of this. i still got alot of homework not done. mostly projects. cos i can't find a partner to do with. den i still gotta plan for this sunday's PCM outing. sigh. so many things to do. i'm really stressed up. and school hasn't even started! imagine if the school term starts. sigh. but i'm living by God's strength and i believe that he will carry me through it all. You are forever in my life You see me through the seasons Cover me with Your hand And lead me in Your righteousness And I look to You And I wait on You I'll sing to You Lord A hymn of Love For Your faithfulness to me I'm carried in everlasting arms You'll never let me go Through it all Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah I'll sing to You Lord A hymn of Love For Your faithfulness to me I'm carried in everlasting arms You'll never let me go Through it all joash lee at 9:15 PM
Tuesday, June 14, 2005 i think i'm back into the mood of loneliness again. sigh. how i wish everyday could be like sunday. cos swordfeesh makes me feel 'wanted', like not lonely all that.. but once i go back to school, everything just fall to pieces. but the Bible says that 'this is the day that the Lord has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it.' i really dunno how to.i think from sec 2 to sec 3 is a really huge drastic change for me. i dun wanna go back to school cos i dun wanna live a routined life. sigh. i guess i have to learn how to be happy in everything i do. i will make an effort to blog everyday from today onwards. if i dun, either i'm too busy or i just dun wanna blog so pls remind me if i dun blog. joash lee at 9:29 AM
Monday, June 13, 2005 imagine this: you buy a tube of 12 sweets. you have a bunch of friends outside the store. the moment you come out, all your friends say: " Gimme one!!" there are 10 ppl there. if everyone takes one, you have only 2 left for yourselves. and you paid a dollar for 2 sweets? think about it. that's why when people buy stuff, i don't usually kope from them cos i know the feeling of tat. it sucks. trust me. it really does. and the thing is, THEY DUN FEEL PAISEH! that's the worse part. rite? joash lee at 9:24 PM
the past few days i've been playing and not doing any work..then now, it seems like its all piling up. I'm really getting caught up with projects, council and volleyball. so stressful.gonna break down le..tat's why i really really, sincerely appreciate swordfeesh being there for me. yesterday God talked to me again, but i just couldn't shut out all the noise and distractions, so i didn't hear quite clearly. yesterday morning i was a bit pissed. because the guys were like playing handphones and making alot of noise during service. sigh. there was alot on my mind yesterday. just couldn't figure out wat was racing thru my mind. was quite sian la... Holy Spirit rain down on us. We want to see you high and lifted up, shining in the light of your glory. joash lee at 8:25 AM
Sunday, June 12, 2005 spent the whole day at east coast today..with swordfeesh. i hafta admit tat church friends are the best to hang out with. THEY ROCK!! haha. played soccer the whole day. climbed a tree twice for fun. and played volleyball with amanda and rachel. then we went to build sandcastles while the rest of the guys went to play pool.than cycled for a while.. after tat genevieve, rachel and amanda were like putting balloons all over the bike. and i HAD to ride it.but it was kinda fun, wif the balloons flying all over my face. than went to macdonalds with jonas. after a long wait just to buy a coke, we walked out and saw janice, ruth and chaiyi playing scissors paper stone to see who finishes the sausages. haha. den jonas, ruth and i went to plaza sing to eat dinner. jonas had to rush off to tuition. had a long talk with ruth about alot of stuff. and she was amazed at the travallator. i think we went up and down for abt 2 times. ain't tat lame. haha...but it was quite fun. haha. i really wanna thank God for swordfeesh. they totally changed my life. they helped me to see things from a different perspective. THANKS FOR ALL YOU'VE DONE! joash lee at 8:33 PM
Wednesday, June 8, 2005 Blessed be your name In the land that is plentiful Where the streams of abundance flow Blessed be your name Blessed be your name When I'm found in the desert place Though I walk through the wilderness Blessed be your name Every blessing you pour out, I turn back to praise When the darkness closes in, LordStill I will say... Blessed be the name of the Lord Blessed be your name Blessed be the name of the Lord Blessed be your glorious name Blessed be your name When the sun's shining down on me When the world's all as it should be Blessed be your name Blessed be your name On the road marked with suffering Oh, There's pain in the offering Blessed be your name Every blessing you pour out, I turn back to praise When the darkness closes in, LordStill I will say... Blessed be the name of the Lord Blessed be your name Blessed be the name of the Lord Blessed be your glorious name You give and take away You give and take away My heart will choose to stay Well Blessed be your name joash lee at 1:11 PM
Tuesday, June 7, 2005 tackle camp was a success! It was really a great experience for me, and i believe the same for everyone else. the worship sessions were the best. everybody just didnt care what others tot of them and worshipped freely. I managed to overcome my pride and for the first time in my life, i knelt down in worship. when you are literally crying out to God, nothing will matter anymore.. i was really moved by the Holy Spirit. our prayers have come true. We wanted to see a revival in the tackle box. Like pastor B. said, "It's not the amount of people in the service that matters , but its the sincerety of the people worshipping." I really hope and pray that the tackle box would stay this way, just freely worshipping the Lord. I was really touched and moved when i saw the number of people jumping, lifting their hands and kneeling in the worship. The Holy Spirit really flooded the place. joash lee at 6:26 PM
Saturday, June 4, 2005 you spent almost more than half your life waiting. waiting waiting waiting. i've spent alot of time waiting for the past few days. waiting for frens..for bus... but there is a purpose behind it. God is making me practice waiting for something that he is planning in my life. So i guess i hafta wait and wait till i find it. joash lee at 8:22 PM
Wednesday, June 1, 2005 The world can be a lonely place. It's a world of unfamiliar faces, trials and an uncertain future. But its in just such a setting that God can quiet an anxious heart and give assurance that He'll go down every path you take, through every new door, into an unknown future-even through the valley of the shadow of death. Trusting Jesus as your Lord and Saviour, you can be sure of this: He will go with you wherever you go. You can believe that, cos' God said it! joash lee at 9:23 PM
skool...litworkshop...brunch...hollandv... library...jurongeast...lunch...kfc...school...volleyball...optical shop...tanglinhalt...home. tiring day..ran1.2km and climbed up 14 storeys---punishment. sigh... "Life's unfair. " "Who ever said life was fair?" "Isn't that the way its supposed to be?" "Look kid...if you want fair, you ain't gonna have it." "Why?" "I'll tell you why. Everybody's gonna give you a hard time. At school, teachers. At home, parents. When you're out, 'friends'. If you still dunno what i'm talkin' about, you have to learn it the hard way dude. Then you will know that life is never fair." isn't this conversation totally true? maybe some of you don't agree, but that's what i think. Sometimes you try so hard to do the right thing, but they only catch you when you're doing the wrong thing. Sometimes you tried your best to do something, but it didn't turn out right, they will scold and scold like they've never talked before. There's a limit to one's ability, but they just wanna force and force until you break down. Why? For their entertainment? maybe. think about it... Why do they like to put people down? Because they are on the same level as them and want to feel superior, so they push others all the way down, without sparing a thought for them, just to make themselves feel 'high and mighty'. Isn't it unfair to those who got put down? I mean, what did they ever do to deserve this? Why? Low self-esteem? Nothing better to do? Pride? Fear of not being in 'the clique'? think about it... joash lee at 8:46 PM
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