Why do we love?

philippines, here we come! cebu island. i think. i'm in encouragement. if you guys/girls need any encouragement, come find me. i'm the encourager. haha.

do you think that family ties are very important? it's important for me, but i won't put it before God. But there's a struggle. one of the two people who raised me wants to be in control of my life totally. i mean, i'm old enough to manage my own time and stuff, and i know what i'm doing. i've given my whole life to God. He's in control. My life is not in my hands, not in your hands, but in God's. when will you let go? not that i'm being unfilial. i still love you, but i should learn how to rely on God and be dependent on him, not you. i'm broken inside. i really love you, but sometimes its just hard... i know its hard to let go, but i'll still be filial. sigh...

obey your parents. i know, this is one of the greatest commandments in the bible. and i can say that i've tried my best to obey you since young. i've been called 'guai kia' and all that stuff, but you know what? i didnt care, why? because Jesus told me to obey your parents. i know that i'm very privileged to have such good parents. and i really thank God that i was born in a christian family and that you have brought me up in a christian surrounding. Thanks.