Why do we love?

jealous-watchfully tenacious; suspicious or resentful of rivalry in love or affection;envious
(taken from OXFORD Dictionary)

love is patient, love is kind, love does not boast, and it does not ENVY...
(taken from THE BIBLE)

that should give you a hint about today. but i'm not going to elaborate further. i've never like felt so lousy before. its also because of other stuff, and when everything bad accumulates up in one single day, boy, will you get a BIG headache!

i was wondering why was God allowing all these things to happen to me? and it crossed my mind(not coincidental) that God has a plan for me. and he has everything in control. i've laid everything down at the altar. and i mean EVERYTHING. including _______(hint*). its really tough to lay it down everyday, cos you will have the tendency to forget about it and take over control of something that its not going right. for example today's incident, although it went so wrong and i was so upset, i will not try to take things into my own hands, because i know this is all part of God's plan, and i will not interfere.

sometimes i feel useless, because everything is going wrong, and i cant do anything about it, but i know one thing for sure, that God is so much more powerful than me. although you think that you can't do it, the fact is that you have to ask God, who lives within you for the strength. "i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." "it is no longer i that lives, but Christ that lives in me." "He that lives within me(JESUS), is greater than he that is in the world(satan)."