Why do we love?

couldnt help but think what sk posted on his blog. (i hope you dun mind). sunday christians. well, i brought a friend to church today, actually 2. and one of them got traumatised. either by the rowdy ppl or the the way the service was carried out. i felt like a loser, brought a friend to church, couldnt even be a proper host. and, whatever i say next is not directed at anyone. every sunday, we go in to church socializing with one another. during worship, we just lift our hands and worship, during sermon, we talk non-stop, not giving the speaker the respect, we play with our phones, msg among ourselves, totally oblivious to the surroundings. once, i was so pissed, i walked out of the worship hall. yep, and nobody realised, except you of course. sometimes i feel so hypocritical. doing stuff that is not pleasing to God. yet i mentor ppl on how to live for Jesus. trust me, i know exactly how you feel. sigh. but you cant stop, we have to persevere, instead of them influencing us, we have to influence them now. everything is WAY out of control. serious. totally. and nobody realised again of course, except you and me.