Why do we love?

i don't feel like blogging about anything. i'm still hardened by the thinking that i'm a hypocrite and i shouldnt be telling others what to do when i don't do it myself. i want to thank all the people who encouraged me yesterday. thanks! i don't know what happened to me, i just broke down. but there were two main factors which i shan't state here because its really personal. i guess when i start to think about it again i'll break down again because its totally overwhelming. i keep telling myself that God is there, and that he's there 24/7 to help me, listen to all my troubles and that, but i'm still kinda down. i still think that the exams are the best times of your school life. it is not stressful(in my case) and it gives you leeway to think about stuff. it was really relaxing. i don't know how i'm going to survive the next few months, perhaps with God's guidance and strength, i'll be able to pull through. thank God. i'm crying out to you, pour down your Holy Spirit on me. rain down on me o Lord. amen.