Why do we love?

the Lord giveth and taketh away. but my heart will choose to say, Lord blessed be your name!

it is really hard to do so. he put juniors in my life, but i didnt get the chance to get to know them better, and i really regret it. sometimes i wonder, is it really human nature that when we lose something will we then appreciate it? as they say," absence makes the heart grow fond." i've only realised how good my juniors are, and now i have to leave. sometimes i don't know what are God's plans for me. i've decided to open up now, and be more sociable, but then now he asked me to leave. i really don't know what he wants for me in my life. although it seems like a bad thing now, i'm sure it'll turn out to be something good in the future, because God makes all things work for the good of those who love him. now that he has taken away, will i be able to say,"blessed be your name!"? i really don't know. all i know is that i have to get over this disappointment, and all the memories will stay with me forever. i used to hate all these rubbish, but now i guess i'm starting to love it. FMSS SC'04/05, i love you. i have so many things to say to you all, yet so little time and no opportunities. i just pray and hope that ms ng will allow me to go for the farewell. if not, i'll just wish you all all the best for anything and everything you do. do it for the glory of God. you will remain in my heart forever. take care.!