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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
all i want is you.
joash lee at 7:05 PM
Friday, January 27, 2006
why the heck do i even friggin' care. there we go again. on this 'whocares' mood. where i complain on my blog that no one cares. i won't do it today. i think you've had enough. i don't want to complain here. just...forget it. somethings changed thats for sure. i don't think its me. so it has to be you. so now, with all the worries and stuff, i'll just indulge myself with exercise, training, drumming, guitaring, and MUGGING. basically training and mugging. the two major things that keep my mind off worries. that leads me to a world of pain and suffering, away from a world of.....well, pain and suffering. i wonder when the next world will open up their doors to take me in. no more pain and suffering, just rejoicing and praising. well, lets face reality. the world is not my home to begin with. as long as there's no pain and suffering forever. thats the bottom line. three years ago, i've been saying all these stuff about being tired, and don't want care anymore. three years later, i'm still pressing on. why? because of something i believe in, that things would change, and get better, and that everything will work out for good. things have changed alright, but for good? i don't think so. maybe for the worse. i'll be damned. everytime i look back, i wonder why things turned out the way it is now. you may say i'm stubborn and not let go of the past, but it's hard, especially when the world's against you. screw the world.
i always thought,
you're the little angel that is going to bring me through this tough life,
and someday you'll take me to heaven.
but it wasn't meant to be.....
i always thought,
you're the little angel that is going to bring me through this tough life,
and someday you'll take me to heaven.
but it wasn't meant to be.....
joash lee at 10:06 PM
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
my natural self changes, but does that mean that nature changes all the time too? i think nature stays the same most of the time, not to mention its hotter due to greenhouse effect and all, but like an animal, gives birth, dies, the next generation gives birth, dies, and the story goes on, without change. humans have different stages where they change. they're all immature in primary school, during secondary school some mature, and change their way of thinking. in jc, they change too. after that, guys-NS, girls-uni. NS is the time where guys change the most. uni is not so bad. after that working life, the major change i guess. i'm not too sure because i havn't experienced it. i like change. i hate routine. following time-tables and all... i like change. gives me enough coins to buy stuff. :) i guess i've changed, for the better, for the worse, only God can judge me. i wonder when the next stage of change will be.
to the world, you may be a person.
but to a person, you may be their world.
to the world, you may be a person.
but to a person, you may be their world.
joash lee at 9:58 PM
Sunday, January 8, 2006
oh man, all this is utter rubbish. crap. i'm screwed. so much work to be done, competition starting soon, and everything is just on my mind. so many things till i don't know anything now. i'll be a bit slow the next few days, so forgive me. first week of school, so stressed already. sian. and south zone tournament starting this thursday. oh man.
the joy of the Lord is my strength.!
the joy of the Lord is my strength.!
joash lee at 9:45 PM
Wednesday, January 4, 2006
To know your way
by Barnabas and May Chong
Lord my step falters, my mind is in a whirl
i am at a loss, what am i to do, how am i to love?
my heart is troubled with anguish,
i'm in turmoil Lord, i need you more than ever.
Lord i need to see your love,
i need to know your heart, more than ever
Lord i long to hear your voice,
i need to know your way, for a time like this Lord.
Lord my heart quickens, for i have heard your voice
i'm in that place where you've called me to
in your arms of grace
my heart is firm, my hope is found in you,
to make a difference Lord, i need you more than ever
and i will rise with wings like eagles
walk the path you set
unwavering in purpose to fulfill your call in me
© 2006 Psalmist Club, Faith Methodist Church
this song basically describes all that i am in now, the situation. thank you aunty may and pastor B, for your great ministry in Faith, and even though you left, your song continues to minister to me. i'll never forget that song.
by Barnabas and May Chong
Lord my step falters, my mind is in a whirl
i am at a loss, what am i to do, how am i to love?
my heart is troubled with anguish,
i'm in turmoil Lord, i need you more than ever.
Lord i need to see your love,
i need to know your heart, more than ever
Lord i long to hear your voice,
i need to know your way, for a time like this Lord.
Lord my heart quickens, for i have heard your voice
i'm in that place where you've called me to
in your arms of grace
my heart is firm, my hope is found in you,
to make a difference Lord, i need you more than ever
and i will rise with wings like eagles
walk the path you set
unwavering in purpose to fulfill your call in me
© 2006 Psalmist Club, Faith Methodist Church
this song basically describes all that i am in now, the situation. thank you aunty may and pastor B, for your great ministry in Faith, and even though you left, your song continues to minister to me. i'll never forget that song.
joash lee at 8:18 PM
Tuesday, January 3, 2006
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joash lee at 4:40 PM
Monday, January 2, 2006
to tell the truth, this is the worse worse spiritual down in my whole life. its like i hit rock bottom. hard. it was high during cebu trip, then, wham! when i came back. everytime, everywhere, i will ask God to fill me once again. but...guess this is the real testing time for me. he will come, but leave at the next instance. at least that's his way of letting me know he's there, but he's testing me. but this is really bad, because i'm in the midst of problems right now, problems too many to be counted. problems that will take time to solve. this is a lousy start to the new year. but then again, it's a blessing in disguise, because i know that friends are there to care for me, and they have.
the devil is attacking once again. that day, on my way to hospital with my dad and brother, we nearly got into an accident twice. i highly doubt its coincidence. but God has been faithful and kept his hand of protection over us. i believe that God is here.
well, school's starting tomorrow, and tell you frankly, i'm afraid. of the critiscm i will face and feeling left out once again. but frankly, i don't give a damn anymore. as long as i know what i'm doing pleases the Lord.
this year, i've made resolutions(or revolutions like what michael tan said). yesterday i watched the news, and i saw people celebrating, counting down to the new year, then they showed beggers, poor and lonely, they treated it like any other normal day. i was heartbroken. i want to do something about it. so i've decided to not spend so much money unnecessarily and save money for missions. i'm planning to go back to cebu and myanmar, i don't want an unfinished business. i'm starting to save now. i want to be able to give, and i want to be able to tell them that God blessed me so much so that i can bless you, and i want to be able to share with them the message, the message of salvation, that they will be in heaven in eternity.
december 2005 was an eventful month.. friendships broken, friendships made, friendships got closer, realised the true meaning of friends, opened up a bit, huge decisions that i made, saw what's called true poverty, saw children satisfied with simple stuff that we take for granted, prayed in the middle of the night along with 90 other youths...what more can i ask for?
problems will come, problems will stay,
but i know that God is there, every step of the way.
if you lean on your own wisdom, if you stick to your pride,
God will not help you, by yourself, you will fight.
the devil is attacking once again. that day, on my way to hospital with my dad and brother, we nearly got into an accident twice. i highly doubt its coincidence. but God has been faithful and kept his hand of protection over us. i believe that God is here.
well, school's starting tomorrow, and tell you frankly, i'm afraid. of the critiscm i will face and feeling left out once again. but frankly, i don't give a damn anymore. as long as i know what i'm doing pleases the Lord.
this year, i've made resolutions(or revolutions like what michael tan said). yesterday i watched the news, and i saw people celebrating, counting down to the new year, then they showed beggers, poor and lonely, they treated it like any other normal day. i was heartbroken. i want to do something about it. so i've decided to not spend so much money unnecessarily and save money for missions. i'm planning to go back to cebu and myanmar, i don't want an unfinished business. i'm starting to save now. i want to be able to give, and i want to be able to tell them that God blessed me so much so that i can bless you, and i want to be able to share with them the message, the message of salvation, that they will be in heaven in eternity.
december 2005 was an eventful month.. friendships broken, friendships made, friendships got closer, realised the true meaning of friends, opened up a bit, huge decisions that i made, saw what's called true poverty, saw children satisfied with simple stuff that we take for granted, prayed in the middle of the night along with 90 other youths...what more can i ask for?
problems will come, problems will stay,
but i know that God is there, every step of the way.
if you lean on your own wisdom, if you stick to your pride,
God will not help you, by yourself, you will fight.
joash lee at 7:44 PM
Sunday, January 1, 2006
i wonder what the new year will bring in. laughter? joy? happiness? tears? come what may, i'll be there for you. no matter what happens. that's if, nothing happens to me. i want to be close to you. but somehow, i can't. major decisions i've made, may it be pleasing to the Lord. a councillor no more, may i lay my pride all to God. though there may be troubles, and though my world may collapse, i'll trust in you, to catch me when i fall.
i don't know why i did that, i don't know why i'm here.
i don't know why i'm so upset, but i know that God hears.
i don't know what the future may bring, with 'o' levels and stuff,
but i know God will give me peace, peace like a dove.
breaking down's not cool, breaking down's not fun.
when you're stressed up, that's one thing you can't shun.
but Jesus is always there, he's your best friend,
and though, it may not be the latest trend,
He promised to keep you safe and well,
from beginning till the end.
that was random. i've managed to put all my thoughts into a poem.(copyright 2006 author joashlee) it just came. didnt' expect that anyway. I WILL RUN THE RACE.
i don't know why i did that, i don't know why i'm here.
i don't know why i'm so upset, but i know that God hears.
i don't know what the future may bring, with 'o' levels and stuff,
but i know God will give me peace, peace like a dove.
breaking down's not cool, breaking down's not fun.
when you're stressed up, that's one thing you can't shun.
but Jesus is always there, he's your best friend,
and though, it may not be the latest trend,
He promised to keep you safe and well,
from beginning till the end.
that was random. i've managed to put all my thoughts into a poem.(copyright 2006 author joashlee) it just came. didnt' expect that anyway. I WILL RUN THE RACE.
joash lee at 1:18 AM