Why do we love?

i wonder what the new year will bring in. laughter? joy? happiness? tears? come what may, i'll be there for you. no matter what happens. that's if, nothing happens to me. i want to be close to you. but somehow, i can't. major decisions i've made, may it be pleasing to the Lord. a councillor no more, may i lay my pride all to God. though there may be troubles, and though my world may collapse, i'll trust in you, to catch me when i fall.

i don't know why i did that, i don't know why i'm here.
i don't know why i'm so upset, but i know that God hears.
i don't know what the future may bring, with 'o' levels and stuff,
but i know God will give me peace, peace like a dove.

breaking down's not cool, breaking down's not fun.
when you're stressed up, that's one thing you can't shun.
but Jesus is always there, he's your best friend,
and though, it may not be the latest trend,
He promised to keep you safe and well,
from beginning till the end.

that was random. i've managed to put all my thoughts into a poem.(copyright 2006 author joashlee) it just came. didnt' expect that anyway. I WILL RUN THE RACE.