Why do we love?

he felt like shyte. everything just came down onto him. after some counselling, he realised that friends were made to be accepted. he didn't know what to think. just... shyte. they prayed and after a while he was nearly in tears. he wasn't sure of anything, it's like people have their ups and downs, but they just sucked.(the ups and downs, not the people) the only thing he was sure of was the security he had in Christ, the solid Rock, the Cornerstone. the ever faithful, unchanging God, who never failed him. he felt good that he was in the hands of his Creator. but somethings are just overwhelming him. just lie back and let me do everything. you layed it all at my feet, remember? he didn't want to put on the mask, the stained glass masquerade, just wanted to show who he really is, like when he's sad, he doesn't want to show that he's happy, when the truth is, he's hurting badly deep inside. but sometimes he's just gotta act happy, because God says to rejoice with those who rejoice, but didn't God also say mourn with those who mourn? he's confused. someone enlighten him please. well, he thinks that we should rejoice at the time to rejoice, but when its time to mourn, we should all mourn together. is it?

am i the only one in church today feeling so small?
am i the only one in church today, who has traded the alter for a stage,
for the stained glass masquerade?