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Friday, March 31, 2006 if you can't beat 'em, join 'em. if you can't join 'em, leave 'em. joash lee at 10:38 PM
Wednesday, March 22, 2006 the past week has been shit. everything has been shit. just....shit. but God's been good. (: that's the only thing that matters. after all, all this shit ain't gonna follow you up to heaven right? it's amazing how people change.(random thought) there are some things in life which make me really happy, and some things in life make me feel like a total loser, and disappoints me. well, i can't have everything my way. God has been providing strength, and love that is ever so abundant. His love just pours out naturally, and the best thing is, it overflows! (: i've learnt over the past week to love almost unlovable people, mostly from volleyball, when they're just so irritating, God just fills my heart with love, and they don't seem so bad anymore. some people are still unlovable though, and it'll take a really long time. got some tips from hyper people, who seem happy all the time. really amazing la. i've decided i'll try to stay happy most of the time. two outstanding people are cuifen and yunying. the way they live their lives, so simple, and yet living, doing everything for God. they're younger than me btw, so i guess i've alot to learn still. they don't care about anything, just focusing on Jesus Christ, the author and perfector of our faith. cuifen especially thought me to think simply, not complicated. and that has kept me happy the past week or so. (: i've decided to start mugging for good, but i just can't find the time to, volleyball takes up most of the time, and i've tuition also. i've been sick the whole week, but i'm pressing on. don't want to miss any lessons. just realised i don't have alot of time left. mid years are like next month or something. if teachers give a reasonable amount of work, i'll enjoy it. but if they give like one big pile, i'll like go crazy. i just hate it la. i've been learning to enjoy work recently. dear God, i need a revival. really. as in, revival for everyone, church/school. and i pray that you'll start with me. send revival Lord, rain down on us. pour down like rain, touch us once again Lord, for we, your people, are crying out to you. we are hungry for more of you Lord. ever so hungry. we're crying out to you, Father. give us clean hands and pure hearts, and let not our faith waver. we're desperate Lord! we need the touch of your Spirit, Lord! wash the flow of sweet anointing among us. fill us anew Lord! fan in us a passion for your name Lord! we really are thirsting for more of you, Lord. we are weary, come and fill us once again. thank you Lord, we believe, and we receive, in faith. because we pray all this in Jesus' name, AMEN! joash lee at 6:41 PM
Saturday, March 11, 2006 honesty. if you wear a mask when you're out with your friends, you're lying to them. that's not very nice. i think 8 out of 10 people wear a mask and don't want to show their true side. i can name you so many examples. because of these people, they ostracise the minority-the real people. the bona fide minority. though some people wear a mask for the good of people, like they don't want people to see their sadness, kill-joy, you get it? never mind if you don't. people wearing masks are a real hindrance to genuine fellowship. like only the 'fraudulent' people can really bond with each other, but its all feigned, cos they're all lying to each other, unknowingly. cos she's bittersweet... cos she's a mystery... joash lee at 9:01 PM
Wednesday, March 8, 2006 Is there anyone that fails? Is there anyone that falls? Am I the only one in church today feelin' so small? Cause when I take a look around Everybody seems so strong I know they'll soon discover That I don't belong So I tuck it all away, like everything's okay If I make them all believe it, maybe I'll believe it too So with a painted grin, I play the heart again So everyone will see me the way that I see them Are we happy plastic people? Under shiny plastic steeples With walls around our weakness And smiles to hide our pain But if the invitation's open To every heart that has been broken Maybe then we close the curtain On our stained glass masquerade Is there anyone who's been there? Are there any hands to raise? Am I the only one who's traded In the altar for a stage? The performance is convincing And we know every line by heart Only when no one is watching Can we really fall apart But would it set me free? If I dared to let you see The truth behind the person That you imagine me to be Would your arms be open? Or would you walk away? Would the love of Jesus Be enough to make you stay? if you ripped my heart... joash lee at 10:56 PM
Sunday, March 5, 2006 here i am...well, here! in singapore. i could have well been in thailand now. but God had other plans for me. i'm staying in singapore for service learning, and i'll be missing out on all the fun with the best buddies, all in thailand. they're having fun, but i'm having even more fun! coach says we've really really got hope for top 4. seriously. i want to win. so maybe this is God's plan, to stay here and get top 4, all glory due his name! and this time, all my best buddies all in thailand, makes me treasure them even more. ruth's daddy gave me a pair of drumsticks. (: i'm super glad. it has some hong kong person's name on it, must be some famous drummer. well, he bought it in hong kong, and he gave it to me. and guess what? i was just contemplating on whether or not to buy one, cos my other one is like all torn and tattered. God is truly amazing. He replies me even before i can do or say anything to him. (: THANKS SO MUCH RUTH'S DADDY! and one more thing, there's nothing wrong with a person of the opposite sex being your best pal. seriously, everytime i hang out with my best pal, people think i like her. seriously, grow up. well, i think God created me that i relate better with girls. i think. yup. so i don't think there's anything wrong with chilling out with my best pal! (: joash lee at 10:22 PM
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