Why do we love?

the past week has been shit. everything has been shit. just....shit. but God's been good. (: that's the only thing that matters. after all, all this shit ain't gonna follow you up to heaven right? it's amazing how people change.(random thought) there are some things in life which make me really happy, and some things in life make me feel like a total loser, and disappoints me. well, i can't have everything my way.

God has been providing strength, and love that is ever so abundant. His love just pours out naturally, and the best thing is, it overflows! (: i've learnt over the past week to love almost unlovable people, mostly from volleyball, when they're just so irritating, God just fills my heart with love, and they don't seem so bad anymore. some people are still unlovable though, and it'll take a really long time.

got some tips from hyper people, who seem happy all the time. really amazing la. i've decided i'll try to stay happy most of the time. two outstanding people are cuifen and yunying. the way they live their lives, so simple, and yet living, doing everything for God. they're younger than me btw, so i guess i've alot to learn still. they don't care about anything, just focusing on Jesus Christ, the author and perfector of our faith. cuifen especially thought me to think simply, not complicated. and that has kept me happy the past week or so. (:

i've decided to start mugging for good, but i just can't find the time to, volleyball takes up most of the time, and i've tuition also. i've been sick the whole week, but i'm pressing on. don't want to miss any lessons. just realised i don't have alot of time left. mid years are like next month or something. if teachers give a reasonable amount of work, i'll enjoy it. but if they give like one big pile, i'll like go crazy. i just hate it la. i've been learning to enjoy work recently.

dear God, i need a revival. really. as in, revival for everyone, church/school. and i pray that you'll start with me. send revival Lord, rain down on us. pour down like rain, touch us once again Lord, for we, your people, are crying out to you. we are hungry for more of you Lord. ever so hungry. we're crying out to you, Father. give us clean hands and pure hearts, and let not our faith waver. we're desperate Lord! we need the touch of your Spirit, Lord! wash the flow of sweet anointing among us. fill us anew Lord! fan in us a passion for your name Lord! we really are thirsting for more of you, Lord. we are weary, come and fill us once again. thank you Lord, we believe, and we receive, in faith. because we pray all this in Jesus' name, AMEN!