Why do we love?

if we died now. i'm definite everyone will have their regrets. that's why i'm gonna start on this thanksgiving session now. to make sure i don't regret. when life sucks, i mean, it sucks already. i don't know, i just can't help but think of death. even the apostle paul wanted to die. but God had a better plan for him. i can't collect my thoughts now. somebody explain why do we have to go through SO much. life's important lesson #7363528-it's unfair. the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence. but have you ever looked at the yard BEHIND? there is always someone else's grass that is withering. so don't complain. but heck, i do.

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aaron: thanks for being there when i'm down, for making me laugh. thanks for bringing me to FCBC too! it was a great experience. continue to grow in your walk with God, and refrain from sleeping in class! and work hard on piano lessons! open up more to the class yah? take care.
david: hey, recently got closer to you only, you have to open up more! and continue to hold the prayer meetings every morning and cell group every friday! God will bless your works! nice going with the fill-ins. it was great playing in the same band as you. hope one day our chapelthon will succeed!
cedric: hey dude! didn't know you play guitar that well. continue to shine for God with your talent. nice going with the bass too. haha if it spoils, use your voice. ;) low enough. oh yeah, memories of soccer in P5&6, haha. i'll never forget. rock on in soccer, for GOD.
evan goh!: hey girl. well, what can i say, so many memories, happy and sad. thanks for confiding in me, though not so often anymore. i'm sorry for anything i've done to offend you, i know your heart's big enough to be able to forgive. ;) all the times we talked about life's problems, from heartbreaks to parents, just want to let you know i'm still here for you. friends till the end, since P1! (: take care. grow with lissa in your spiritual walk! i'll be praying. (: <3
ian: hey you si ang moh.(no offence, later kana fined ah) it was great playing with you, oh man, the times when we rocked for Jesus! it was awesome. i'll treat you to ba chor mee next time! with or without liver. (;
jeffrey: i doubt you'll ever read this, but just for the record, it was fun whooping your ass in chinese. hahaha. and nice phone you've got there. (:
jacqueline: hey you! dwarf. haha. kidding. all the fun times at mrs soh's house, rocked man. eat somemore, gotta run more rounds round the track. haha, or else go on igallop. well, hope you have fun in school and don't be too relaxed ah!
norman: hey dude. used to share stuff with you, but now its kinda hard, you know why. but i still hope we can. continue to lead the class in worship, shine for God! thanks for everything really. for just listening, and bearing with my craziness(ian's too) haha rock on! (: be a history maker in this land!
lissa!: thanks so so much! ever since you came back from chiang mai, you helped me alot spiritually. talking during bio class too, haha. i'm glad God used me to answer your prayers. (: i'm useful after all! really, remember to help evan with her spiritual walk, and press on for God. so many things to tell you, luckily this is not my last hour. thanks for helping me through THAT period of time too. i still haven't teach you drums yet, one day, lets go missions together alright? love them like Jesus! take care! ((: <3 you!

you see people? so many people to thank, yet not enough time! WHAT IF we only have an hour, like what sk said? if we died now? no one ought to be taken for granted. btw i'm not done with the list. there's too many. live a life of regrets? no thanks.