Why do we love?

even though we're on talking terms again, i realised it's not that satisfying. i thought: if she were to talk to me again, wow, everything would be perfect. but how wrong am i. there's still this sense of emptiness, the hole that only Jesus can fill.

its not so good, as in, i'm still kinda happy she's talking to me again, but i still feel empty. perhaps God is teaching me to be satisfied in Him only. really, even though i can have all the riches in the world, it can't be compared to the relationship i have with Jesus Christ. as king solomon in ecclesiastes wrote, "everything is meaningless!" he was comparing that to all his riches, and trust me, he was just about the wealthiest man in the Bible. yeah, and he considered all that meaningless compared to knowing Jesus.

i finally got to experience it myself. that's quite cool. i just realised how much i need him, and he's the only one who can fill my life. Jesus, come and revive our land. which land?