Why do we love?

know what? i don't want to care anymore. i really hate the curfew, and its not as if i'm going out to play or anything. i'm mugging outside! i've never asked you for playtime, because i'd rather spend time going to visit churches or something, yet you don't allow. only once a while you'll compromise. you know how many times i've turned down my friends, or for that matter of fact, church practices, because i know you definitely won't allow me to go. yet whenever i ask you, you still say, tell them you cannot, you need time to rest. i want church to be my resting time! its the best, because i can rest in God. but you don't wish to listen. then what the heck do you want me to do? you think you're the only one who's tired? i'm facing problems that you never see, and you think my life is happy-go-lucky, so easygoing? you're wrong. i know you're facing work problems also, but sometimes i'm upset over school too. i don't care for dick anymore.