Why do we love?

"Be self-controlled and alert. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour." 1 Peter 5:8

past 2 days. the devil has been prowling around my room, while i was doing my quiet time, he filled my head with thoughts, with temptations, to fall back into depression. it was a nostalgic sense, in a bad way though. i was just so drained. i kept asking God to guard my heart, but the devil was so strong. he knew that i was the most vulnerable now, and he's trying to attack. i need prayer.. i tell myself, i have to be like Jesus, who was tempted for 40 days in the desert, yet he didn't succumb to it. i cannot succumb to it, its just so tiring. God give me strength. first time since cebu that i faced this. spiritual battle, exact same feeling as cebu, and i remember i cried at that time; yesterday night i cried, tonight also. i'm really really drained. pray for me okay? thanks guys.