Why do we love?

today was a horrible horrible day. but it was a great evening. bad day because the school literally locked us in for the racial harmony events. it is so stifling, i feel. we wanted to go opposite school to buy bubbletea and fulfill my chaitaokueh cravings, but the teacher stood at the gate and refused us entry into the outside world, because they want to make us stay in the school, and "foster the school spirit". that is like crazy.

i was so so angry because all i wanted to do was to go and have my lunch and come back to celebrate racial harmony. but what did i get? i ate crap food in the crap canteen, which totally ripped me off. we were all so frustrated, kityee nearly cried. she has issues with the school. i used to love to go to school. but now, i dread it so much because most of the people there only go 'law by law', and they can't open up their minds to see if they could just be wrong about some of these things. totally spoiled the mood for today. i agree with kityee, if the school wants to foster the school spirit, they shouldn't force people to do it, if they do that, it'll only make students hate the school more.

so we just sat at the cafe and did our math tutorials. i really don't understand the school. it's so stifling there. sigh. technically spending one more year there. now i know how much fairfield means to me, and i treasure it so much now.

on a lighter note, i enjoyed today's training. but the PT was crazy. so tiring! my arms nearly dropped off. i enjoyed the dinner too. after training, i went home and bathed. came out again to meet the volleyballers at lot 1. tis' the time to bond. haha. after that, studied with cass till about 1040, and here i am now. i enjoyed the later part of today, but not the afternoon. it totally ruined my mood. i'm in disbelief.