Why do we love?

I'm darn uptight now. Just watched Man Utd lose to Man City, and with the league title at stake, cos it's the second half of the league already. Anyway, that aside. I'm really living on the edge, hanging by a thread, whatever you wanna call it. It's just been really chaotic in my head now, so i really want to get out of everything, and just relax, just clear my thoughts now, and to rethink some stuff. Mostly religion. If not, relationships, and my lifestyle. This is probably the craziest time of my life, i've never thought so deep about these things before. I don't know how i'm going to survive this, and what the outcome will be. Let's seeeeeee.

Let's talk about today. Well, i spent a shitload of money today. After church went to distribute oranges, and soon after, the spending spree began. My family went out with two other families, supposed to be cell outing but many couldn't make it. We had Sakae Sushi for lunch, then, a lil' shopping done, after which we settled at Coffee Bean to chill out. Next stop, Mount Faber SAFRA for bowling, and we bowled 4 games. So it was tiring (for them) and money consuming. It's been so long since i spent that amount of money. Probably gonna spend more tmr if i go town. Lol. See me on the streets on Tuesday as a begger. HAHA. Just kidding.