Why do we love?

Long day today. So so boring. Met the guys (again!) at macs for breakfast before heading to school to watch our oh-so-motivational video. We felt really good. Lol. Just hope that the spirit remains and we shall get our long-fantasized dream, A DIVISION FINALS. It'll be hell of an experience i tell you. But, it's a long way to go, cos we have much much more trainings to go, and train the shit out of all of us. Today we trained for 2 hours only, cos the girls trained first. The split up training finally started, and honestly, it wasn't as noisy, but it was definitely much more effective. (The girls think so too.)

The plan was to go study with Bok Ernest and Sim (again!!), but Bok and Sim decided that studying was the last thing on their mind, so they went out with their respective friends to mahjong or to shop. So Ernest and I went home to ROT. I slept for 3 hours. So freaking tired.. Then went out to Jack's Place to celebrate my Mom's birthday, which is tmr. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM. Even though you constantly nag at me, even though you scold me and do weird stuff, i still <3 you.

And the past 2 weeks, the guys have been teasing me on how i know every girl in school. That is not true i swear. Just because everytime after training i say bye to some girls... And they claim that out of all the people sitting in the canteen, I know at least one girl from each table. What the shit right. Lame poks. I can't help it that my class is full of girls and girly guys, and sometimes i make friends with their friends, so i have many friends. They're mere acquaintances, not as if i FATA. (another guy secret.) Unlike some people, i don't plan to go for every hot girl i see, and screw up their life so bad, that they end up hating guys. Nah, truth be told, i hate guys like that. They're just being bastards, and i'm not saying all these just to be the ladies' man or what, but really, some people are way over the top. Girls are not sexual toys for guys to fulfill their sexual pleasures with. So please treat them with respect. God created men to lead women, not to play with them. You know what i mean.

Okay, I listened to Colbie Caillat's album already, two songs stand out the most. Bubbly and Realize. And the rest of the songs are practically about the same, more or less. The tune and everything, but over all it isn't so bad.

JAE is starting next week, and i'd be lying if I said I'm excited. I can't probably be going through the whole motion of orientation all over again. It'd be so so boring and i just don't want it, although making new friends seems tempting. Please let me be in a good OG, or else i'm gonna die.

I'm just living by the moment, literally. Haven't been touching my guitar for a long long time. And haven't played drums for God knows how long. I need to revive my passion for music! Am i screwing up my life? Damn it, it's always like that. As Bok commented, "18 already still no gf, and then Vday must go out with singles like you all, we're just sad." Yeah we are. But we have so much freedom, but isn't it nice to have someone. Y'know? I'm sure you do. It's nice right? Yeah it is.

If only...