Why do we love?

Somehow I'm feeling the detachment already. Is it me, or am I really drifting further and further away from you guys, I just don't know what I'll do in J1, with all my J2 friends gone. I'm not close to my class, I'm not that close to my family, I'm not close to church friends, I feel like I'm drifting from y'all. I'm just gonna be an island and die. I feel like I have no more close friends, and that feeling sucks. Maybe I'm just oversensitive. Anyway, Laoshi told me I'm gonna be captain. Good or bad news, I don't know. All I know is now have to be much much more responsible already. Last year was slack. Lol.

So today was Past vs Present, and my team won the whole thing! Haha, so we won $40 Swensens voucher. Will wait for whole team to head down to Swensens one day, and buy ice-cream. Headed home after that, played xbox for 3 hours, then Lot 1 to dinner with my family. It's been so long since I ate with them. Saw them Pioneers, a whole bunch in fact, cos College Day just ended. Joke.

I'm eating DAMN alot now again, not caring about my diet cos tournaments are over, and I'm freaking spending a lot of money. I'm gonna grow fat and die.

I'm heading out again to Bukit Batok Macs, gonna meet Sim there to mug our asses off. Later.

Somehow I keep missing out on companionship, and sometimes I feel that being single sucks. But no choice. I want also don't have.

The time now is 7:41pm, and I'm still waiting for her to come.