Why do we love?

Today is a sunday, but it certainly didn't feel like it. Anyway, i think i'm also drifting from my church mates. It's like either you're in, or you're out. Guess I'm out. I used to be in, until I starting hanging out with the out's to make them feel in, and bam! Suddenly, I'm out. It's like, you have to be cool to be in, you have to know how to play a musical instrument well to be in. Well, damn, I don't really care anymore, because I have a couple o' friends who really care for me. I don't want to put up a mask every week to go to church.

Well, met up with 'em homies today. Finally got a chance to chill, it's like life's so damn hectic already, can't even find time to watch a movie. So caught IronMan today, wasn't that bad, I actually thought the storyline was good. The explosions and all, yeah, waay good too. Didn't do much, except walk around and eat, and eat, and eat.

I don't know what else to say anymore, I don't know what else to do anymore. I'll just wait and wait, and let the world close in on me, while I drown here in my own little thoughts, and become so oblivious to the world and everything around me, goodbye people.