Why do we love?

Dear Lord, please help me. Please save me from this mess. I really can't take it anymore. My life's really gonna screw up real bad. I mean, retaining one year is bad enough, now i feel like i'm gonna retain this year. It's so tough to study and excel, so damn tough Lord, when everyone's so damn smart. I've studied quite a bit for this MYEs already, yet I still feel that I'm not going to pass, and when i don't pass, I'll never promote, AGAIN. And then i have to go to the army, with nothing. No cert, no diploma, what, they're gonna care that i was v-capt that led the team to 3rd? Nah, I don't think so. HELP ME GOD. I'm getting left behind in this so damn fast-paced life. Tomorrow's literature and I don't know what to make of it. I'm tired of studying and not getting ANY results. Tired, God. I'm so damn tired. Just give me enough strength for tomorrow. That'll be enough, that's all I'm asking. JESUS, save me.