Why do we love?

Today after school, i decided to come home alone and spend time alone. I know what you're thinking, emo right. A lil' lah. I just keep thinking of companionship, like so many thousand couples i see around, yeaaah, maybe i'm a biiiiit jealous. It's nice to have someone you can spoil y'know? Someone you can pamper, someone you can be vulnerable to. They always say must study first, i think that's bull. I think it's darn possible to juggle cca, studies and relationships all together, why not? I've seen many people do it. Sadly, it's not time for me yet.

Onto other things, today's class was, well, a tad too violent. People pushing around, people screaming, people crying. I sometimes wonder whether these bunch of people are really 16/17/18 year olds. Cos they seem like primary school kids to me. Got quite annoyed and disappointed, so Athiyah Eunice and I just sat in one corner of the class and kept quiet, we were too tired to do anything. Maybe I can't stand this anymore. And y'all wonder why i hate my class so much.

Okay, never mind about it already. I freaking ate at every break today! Even the morning one. So I had chicken+charsiew rice at 830am, Malay stall's pasta/macaroni at 1030am, chicken chop at 1pm, went home, ate a slice of cake and a bowl of koko crunch at 4pm, dinner with my mom, Subway, at 615pm, dabao-ed a footlong meatball marinara, had it at 8pm. OMG i'm still not full. I think this is the aftermath of yesterday's gym. I know what you're thinking, what the freak right!! Haha, i shocked myself too. LOL. I can still go on. I just cooked some pasta for tmr's break, save some money, hope it turns out good. I'm a food-aholic!

Save me from this road I'm on.